Sa1nt-S1nn3r

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I'm sorry by Sa1nt-S1nn3r, literature

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I'm sorry

It'll be fine to let everything go now right? but it won't leave, It scars my heart A love that causes pain. Dear, just smile and stop crying for just once. The wasted tears that seem to repeat nearly everyday Why must you always be hurt, Why can't you understand my feelings? I muttered those words to you clearly But you can't accept it, you can't accept my heart. "Don't leave me..." "I'm lonely." Stop saying these words to me, stop toying with my heart Whenever you say these words I feel hope. But you can't, You shouldn't give me that feeling. Is this a curse?? To fall for someone I know I can't have? Maybe, but I can't help th

I'm not worthy by Sa1nt-S1nn3r, literature

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I'm not worthy

Now I know this time This is where we end This is where we say goodbye Even if this ending is teary Or if it's silent I understand We can't do anything else anymore can we? In the end we're so exhausted that we can't say anything It still is how it is Maybe you realised it before me And maybe you were like me holding onto the last threads of this relationship But please if you believe we should say goodbye and end like this Please do it with a smile. I will pray for your health and happiness everyday And I might dream of you maybe But it can't be anymore.. But I will keep a strong face for you No, these aren't tears Go find s

How could I by Sa1nt-S1nn3r, literature

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How could I

Things I never realised. Words that I never understood Gestures of kindness that meant something else. Aren't I stupid? Opening my eyes to the walking figure getting smaller I never thought that it ended this way I never thought that you could end up being more Don't give up on me yet If I re-read the letters and listen back on the phone calls Would I realise those secret words you wanted to say?? And understand the feelings you kept away from me, afraid you'd lose me? If you won't walk away let me say something I'm dense I'm foolish I'm many things but forgive me I don't want you to leave me yet Can I stop the tears that fell

Start over by Sa1nt-S1nn3r, literature

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Start over

A painful love that nearly carved my heart out Ah, I love you to the point that it hurts That my heart feels like it'll break with each erratic beat it makes But the words that showed an end slowly kills me The last words I want to say won't make you stay by my side "Please stay by my side" Why couldn't I say this sooner.. Just give me one more chance and forgive me for my negligence If I knew what was on your mind and what you feel in your heart I could make things right If I could go back and change things I would, I'd do anything for you No matter what I want to find a way so you won't go away The cold rain that I was sheltered

Unfaithful by Sa1nt-S1nn3r, literature

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Unfaithful

What were those words, why do you put up a defence? Why are you becoming like this? I'm afraid.. No the better word would be worried. But now I find you. Why have you done this to me?? Stupid idiot, Saying you'd be faithful. Stupid me for believing your words. Stupid liar...... In the end I was only one of your many choices. Nothing else was important to you, nothing at all Even though I loved you up to this point I won't let you see me cry. I won't let you see my weakness. So what will you do today? Coming around to see them again? I was only a replacement, I was second best. Take all your shit and leave I don't want to see y

Dream by Sa1nt-S1nn3r, literature

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Dream

Tiresome... Tears that repeating fall. But these were different this time.. I guess. To remember you being there with me, My mind feels clouded but I try to reach out to grab you. You keep walking away, I hear you quietly humming the tune of our precious song. Then Slowly, I wake up again.. Alone, Still I keep thinking it's natural to feel you here. You're not alone.. I still pray each day for your health and safety. Though I still can't understand that you won't come back this time. This longing to see you, This loneliness still hasn't ended.. Maybe if I ignore this feeling I won't need to remember anything. The rain that washes away

JongKey: Knife by Sa1nt-S1nn3r, literature

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JongKey: Knife

Upon white as snow skin the knife, like a shining monster it cries out to me. Ah everytime I am in your embrace the night stains with the color of blood. The innocent tears that dropped from his eyes were something he was never aware of until he saw the drop touch the cheek of his resting loved one that was resting on his lap, What kind of sorrow was this?? The sorrow that was of his loved one, he wasn't dead.. he was only sleeping, he knows this, He could only play with and caress the others dark brown stuck up hair that didn't hide his peaceful looking face. "Jonghyun.." The other murmured without wanting a response. He couldn't lie

Love is... by Sa1nt-S1nn3r, literature

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Love is...

It's hard to say but I won't hesitate anymore with the words I want to say.. Though I'm afraid, Anxious. I wanted to say I miss you, I love you.. You loved me, But the times changed, You got rid of me, slowly replacing me with another. Because I shall be misunderstood, never understand why.. I am hurt. But the feelings aren't true, for you they are for someone else while I am stuck with thoughts of you.. Get of my head, Get out of my head.. You are not welcome here no more.. (No more..) I regret it, I hate it, I don't want to remember, I only want to forget... I don't want another love I want you.. (I want you...) I keep screaming..

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May 27
Deviant for 16 years
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Name: Alex
Nicknames: Al, Aiji, Aiji-Kun, Lex, Jun, Min
Age: 16
Gender: Figure it out.
Personality: I'm friendly and nice to be around I guess.
Enjoys: Music, Reading, Talking to friends, Eating food, Video Games, Energy Drinks~!, Making Backgrounds and sleeping.

Description: Umm.. What to know about me.. I love Music especially K-Pop and J-Rock. I love video games lots also ^^ Err got 2 Brothers who are also gamers... etc.

I'm also on:
Redbana's Audition. IGN(s): Changmin
SEA Audition IGN: S1won
Redbana Forums. Name Used: --Kanon--
Tumblr: G-Dragons-Nightmare

Current Residence: In a Box.. XD
Favourite genre of music: I listen to nearly every genre but Mainly just J-Rock And K-Pop
Favourite photographer: WindyLife/Tomo
Favourite style of art: Poetry, Literature and Music
Operating System: ....?
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano <3 ;D
Wallpaper of choice: Ones I make or ones with K-Pop or J-Rock artists on them.
Skin of choice: Pale...???
Personal Quote: It is what it is.

Favourite Visual Artist

Chibi-reina

Favourite Movies

Attack On the Pin Up Boys, Oresama & Death Bell

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Seo TaiJi, Big Bang, Tohoshinki, SHINee, SS501, LM.C, SuG, The TRAX and mmmannnny More artists.

Favourite Games

Samurai Warriors 2, Dynasty Warriors, Persona, Onimusha and Marvel VS Capcom 3!

Favourite Gaming Platform

Pc, Ps2 and Ps3

Tools of the Trade

My thoughts, My music and my Computer (Plus pen and paper time to time)

Other Interests

Video Games, Writing Fan-fiction, Poetry, Music, Sleeping and Talking to close friends

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Sa1nt-S1nn3r

Jun 22, 2011

-Insert cool title here-

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Eyyyy~ I haven't updated here in ages. Sorry~~ XD I got busy and all.. And my computer broke down a while back but I got it fixed before my birthday. lots of stuff happened that's all! I also went to Supanova a couple of months back! Fun stuff!! I also went to the Museum today and saw the Tutankhamen (I think it was spelt that way) And it was interesting ^^ Been busy with nothing LOL just been on Tumblr too much (I shouldn't mention that but hah I still did -__-;; ) Forums and Tumblring these days~ Though I've been slowly getting back into poetry and I'm glad I just hope I go back to writing Stories (Or at least fan-fics) soon because I've r

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Sa1nt-S1nn3r

Dec 18, 2010

I'm the Joker did you hear my name?! 8D

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Mister G in the club in my B-Boy Stance~ ..Hehe Hello my lovers~ Seasons greetings to you all keke. Sorry as usual been busy with Tumblr.. So addictive, anyway that way of Blogging is more convenient for me so I'm around there more + I have some K-Pop friends I talk to on Tumblr. Easy for me kekeke. Anyway today I'm going to see ~TedizStalker (https://www.deviantart.com/tedizstalker) I'm excited but I should rest later, I will dont't worry.. it's been nearly or has been about a whole year since I last saw her, I gotta say I missed her company. Still I gotta say I've been a horrible friend to her............ I'm pathetic for that. Surprisingly she forgives me, Gez if I was her

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Sa1nt-S1nn3r

Nov 12, 2010

I'll be baaaacccckkk~~~~~

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Title is referring to 2PM's song cause I love it ;D XD Anyway yes I'm back sorry for not keeping you all updated on things. But I guess I'll keep you updated N-O-W~! -I've Signed up for a job. -I feel as if I've become more of a B2uty (Beast fan.) -I lost my own mobile phone so I'm getting either the Samsung s3563 Corby (One of the Phones that 2PM have promoted.) or I'm getting the LG GD580 Lollipop Phone (This one is techinically the one that Big Bang Promoted.) I most likely will get the corby phone as it's cheaper.. >__> I'll get the phone around christmas. (I've been wanting a new phone anyway.) -I've lately been ordering some things

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TedizStalker

Jun 10, 2011

Yo~ You still here?

Do you also still have War of the Monsters?

AyamaSullivan

Jan 14, 2011

Thanks for the fav ^_^

You're welcome. ^^

i'm not sad. ;A;
you wanna make me a background

Sa1nt-S1nn3r

Jan 5, 2011

Well Sure if you really want me to but I mostly ask people what kind they'd like anda song to listen to cause Sometimes I do a bit Freestyle with it. Also the resolution/Size of your Screen?? ^^

thehappyOnigiri

Jan 5, 2011

1366x768

make one with j-rock bands? ;D idc which ones.
and put lyrics from zoro-kitsune
ty ;D<3

thehappyOnigiri

Jan 3, 2011

;A;...